April 03, 2023
Human development and Family Studies is focused on understanding human development from birth through adulthood. In this topic, I have learned and realized a lot. As a Future Educator I realized that every person has a unique individual. As an individual, I've been doubting myself in everything. I always think that I can't do that, it's not for me, it's not suitable for me, I can't do what they can do. My self esteem has become low compared to the past years.
This year for me is full of doubting, insecurities and what if. My self concept has become poor. I find myself ugly because of my asymmetrical face. This is the reason why I put braces on my teeth. I'm hoping that these braces will help me to boost my self concept. But even though I already had braces on my teeth, my shyness was still in my body. I cannot take a picture when I'm in a public place like I need someone to be with me just to boost my confidence. But when I was reviewing my topic for my report I was determined to discuss my topic. I think the reason is to prove to them that I can do this? That they are wrong. This is what I want to realize and teach to my future students: don't be afraid to fail and show your flaws to them because each of us have our own uniqueness that no one can be with you because you're the only one.